The Yesterday I Never Wanted To Be

Via theory of relativity, everything that happened approximately 24 hours ago shall be referred to as past, yesterday or simply something we can easily dismiss, relative to this present time. Everything that constituted that day, namely, events, people, activities, food and all the tangibles and intangibles vanish all together and turn into a part of a word creatively coined by fickle-minded human beings - and that is - memories. This day, i have started to get irritated by the word, by the feeling it delivers, by its mere existence. Why so?

Well, a memory is something com-sci students like me take as a cliche. An everyday word whose meaning we have to know by heart like basically knowing how to breathe; for not knowing so leads to being called a hardcore noob. Our concept of a memory is some kind of a physical storage for data in all its possible forms and/or for running certain apps or thingamabobs. But leaving behind the technicalities of worldly pre-occupations, a memory is simply a recall for man. It is a personal storage of everything and anything we experience, feel. It is personal in the sense that it varies from person to person no matter how identical the moment or the experience might be for that two persons.

Then why do i hate memories? I hate how subjective they can be, how they can speak of unproven truths and of made-credible lies. So okay, hating memories is something rather pointless. I know. But how come memories can never be proven? How can something as precious as memories be constantly subjected to change within the premises of a wishful mind? Can it not be stored in some kind of database wherein everything can be preserved as it is? Apparently no. And we are so far away from doing that...if humanity as a whole even sees the need for it.

WELL ANYWAYS! :))

I'm just in the mood to rant about something. I just didn't want yesterday to end that's why. Well i could've said it directly but then the purpose of a blog would be defeated. haha. And i'd be sad if that be the case. My yesterday was something i never wanted to turn into a yesterday in the first place. That's why im blabbing about memories and stuff. Yesterday, i really had fun all throughout the day...Knight and Day :"> Haha. So im starting to get hazy in writing.

Im going to enumerate why yesterday should never have ended but it ended nonetheless so im just going to enumerate why it is one of the best yesterdays to date:

1. My friend Thomas, who is vying for CCS' Achiever Scholar, had really good voting results so all of our sweat and embarrassing harassments to fellow lasallian students paid off,

2. The FORMDEV training I and my other friends are attending to become facilitators turned into a really interesting and spiritually nourishing session. We even extended for almost an hour for it. :)

3. And i got to watch knight and day! :) :">

4. I got to eat hugs and kisses ice cream which issss really good by the waaaay! I missed eating this kind of ice creamm, and by this kind i mean an ice cream which is not named Animo Cup. I can still imagine the kisses at the top, with the cherry which i didn't eat, haha, with the cream i know he doesn't eat, with the chocolate syrup at the bottom...*drools* it was just fantastic...not to mention...:">

Well that's about it:)

But realizing another day is bound to come, making the yesterday i so loved turn into a more distant memory is really irritating. Haha. I bet he doesnt really care bout it, but i do. Howell! Time flies and even if you stop counting it...it still wont. You can never win against time so just befriend it. :))


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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I shall leave a print here. :)


Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us. ~Oscar Wilde (The Importance of Being Earnest)

Anonymous said...

Memories..

It's what keeps us together. :)
It's what keeps you connected with other people. It's the record of people who signed in your book of life. :p

nimusj said...

memories...

is where you consciously decide to be happy at the moment

is where you get your shots to be consciously happy

is where i am with you...