chArONIMOUS

..but you just can't touch!

This is how Jordinf sparks would put it. And apparently, i can relate terribly.

weha!

The tabaco city division schools press conference was held just this thursday at Tabaco South Central Elementary school. obviously, it was the contest that i feared to death since the summer vacation. Talk about pressure that kills- it kills. And it doesnt discriminate, to say the least. I have been joining this contest since grade five and for heaven's sake i've never ever, in the history of humankind, tasted the Nationals. Pity. hehe. But i actually am not feeling bad. It's just that now, more than ever, i have the overflowing urge to reaching the nationals for a few reasons. First of all, i am the EIC of our school paper so the pressure is greatest on my shoulders, second of all, it is my last year in high school and mind you, there are no press conferences during college.

I want to prove something. Something of significance to my being. But the farthest i have reached so far is the regionals, close enough for me to taste the nationals, but i just can't seem to be able to reach far enough and grab the key to success!waah!

well anyhow, i still have the chance this year, i told to myself before the contest started. If i won't make it, i'll be fine. it'll be fine. i hope.

The topic given to us by mr. ted Mejillano was about environmental consciousness and for crying out loud i couldn't think straight at first! Time was ticking and my mind was in a trance. Everyone was already writing and i couldnt squeeze a single word from my mind. So i took a deep breath, and prayed. After which, i did what was supposed to be done - i wrote.

well, during the contest i realized something that gave me a different drive. I never really wanted to win. What i wanted to do was write and have other people appreciate what i have done. If ever my piece gives me a prize more than what i expected, then a big thanks!hehe!but of course at that time i wanted to win because i want to visualize man life-long aspiration - NSPC.!haha!

yes people, i am sooo itching to reach that level. haha.

pero as Jordin would again sing.

TAKE ONE STEP AT A TIME.

hehe. By the way, it was a good thing i placed 2nd during ths contest. Even if i wasn't able to defend my place from last year, it's definitely fine. That position was always bound to be snatched. Whenever. Hehe.

Soo i'm sooo happy that i will be able to take, step2, which is the rspc and hopefully reach the NSPC. But if God forbid, i rest my case!!

heheh.,

weee!

c:

:)

p.s.

CONGRATULATIONS!